20091122

high note.
iphone in moi hands! gave lg arena to sis. and the new chocolate for k.

low note.
the rose-gold fossil watch got 2 deep scratches by a bitch while i was walking along the corridor at suntec. i was very pissed. she probably should die immediately. and my feet was in pain after walking endlessly for the whole day.


might take a short nap now. talk soon.

period. keys.

i guess am too stressed out. this morning i could not get up to meet my project-mates in school. then when i finally got out the bed and packing for class, i could not find my mobile charger. eventually i managed to dig it out from the crumpler carrier. and i realised i am stuck in the house. cos i could not find the keys. sweet uh? so i have to miss school and the presentation today. this is freaking!!

i need a good rest and a clean desk.

period.

20091117

life is busy once again. very busy, and messy too. yet somewhat the messiness can be avoid. i think its when one individual's mindset and capability that gonna play the important role. my mind is in a blank as i type along. probably i should head to bed, have to meet the project-mates at 1130.

orh, and happy birthday to my sister, ningxin! =)

=(

feeling so terrible now..

the head is like gonna explode..

=(

20091106

in life..

i often give in..

i often make the initiative..

i often bear with all sort of nonsenses..

i often extend the help to anyone in need..

i often take on the role of mr nice..

but..

there will always be a need for the switch of roles..

giver.. receiver..

active.. passive..

am realizing many people around take my kindness for granted..

so either u play with the game rules, or simply get the hell out of my life..


NO ONE OWE U A LIVING.

20091103

i cannot believe this..

yesterday, i lost my mobile charger..

today, i lost the thumb drive..

this is very bad..

i am not a careless person.. till lately..

i have no idea why is this happening..

freak!!! period!!!

26102009

i wake up today, alone.
the rain is pouring outside.
the coldness penetrate thru my skin.

she left, while this world still continue spinning.
i am not sad.
yet, its the disappointments in life pulling me down.

tears..
for the first time, i realised it wouldn't help at all.

a day before my b.day.
but i just wanna hide myself.

the remaining journey,
i need the strength to carry on..

20091012

the new term started.. somehow i am feeling different from the last one.. maybe because the fd people are missing on the first lesson. maybe the hype of being back to skool after a hiatus of 5 years is gone.. or it could be the addition of new students to our original class disturb the flow..


and i woke up this morning with some cold sweat.. i didn't have nightmare.. while i could strongly sensed that the loneliness is killing me softly..


shower. and skool.

get spicy!

Girl Power!

my all time favourite girl band!

during my era.. they were the biggest thing..